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erraisedvoiejaeoosurprisedtorespond,andion
“andtheonlyreasonioingthisisbecauseofyourfather,ethisb,andiyhead
oneshardfortostopiuldtakeheroptisndcheerfulnessonlysolong,andtodayetoofar
“dontyougetit”isaid,exasperated“iotnervousabouttheplay,ijustdonte,idontyfriendstokeeptalkingabout,andidonteynorllife”
shelookedhurtbyoutburst,andtobehonest,iuldntblaher“isee,”e,todefendherself,tokeheroving,toosheetherestoftheeagainuntilshestarteduptheovingdohesidee
“thankyouforeho,landon,”sheostspitefulthings,sheuldfindsoreasontothankshethatkindofgirl,andithinkiactuallyhatedherforit
orrather,ithink,ihatedself
chapter8
thenightoftheplayiethenightbeforeshedneverbeenanythingbutnieyetsheesytrepidationathoightreact,i
“hey,jae,”isaid“hello,reverendssgarber”
jaetuedto
“hello,landon,”shesaidquietlyiuldtellshedbeenthinkingaboutthenightbefore,too,becauseshedidntsleatlikeshealeiaskedifiuldtalktoheralone,andthetissgarberchingusasookafeepsofftotheside,outofhearingdistance
iglancedaroundthestagenervously
“iorryaboutthosethingsisaidlastnight,”ibegan“ikno”shelookedat,asife
“didyouanthosethingsyousaid”shefinallyasked“iood,thatsalligetsortofetis”iknereallyansion
“isee,”shesaidshesaiditasshehadthenightbefore,thentuedtoptyseatsintheaudienisetokeituptoyou”dontaskedliketherightthingtodoatthatntforthefirsttithatnight,shebegantosle
“thankyou,”shesaid,tuingtoface
“jae”
jaetued“yes,ssgarber”
“ithinkotioninghherhand
“ivegottogo,”shesaidto
“iknow”
“breakaleg”isaideoneluckbeforeaplayissupposedtobebadluckthatsise”
afterthat,ensdressingrootheplayhousesthatdeusfeelasife,earlierintherehearsalseasurentstakensothattheyuldbealtered,anditingdressedhedoorunannounced
eddie,puttingonhistebustu,andaeontheandsatonthedressingtableinfrontoftherror“so,”ericsaidischievousgrinonhisface,“areyougoingtodo”
ilookedathiuriously“ean”iasked
“abouttheplay,stupidyougonnaflubupyourlinesorsothing”
ishookhead“no”
“yougonnaknockthepropsover”everyonekheprops
“ihadntplannedonit,”iansoically
“youanyouregoingtodothisthingstraightup”
inoddedthinkingotherehelookedatforalongti,asifheeonehedneverseenbefore
“iguessyourefinallygroingfroric,iplinteitherhough,ikne
intheplay,tohotonisazedassuthare,“yourebeautiful,”andiasifianttherohebottofheartthisontintheentireplay,anditsetsthetoneforeverythingelsethathappensafter,hoeofftoonvineoneelseas
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erraisedvoiejaeoosurprisedtorespond,andion
“andtheonlyreasonioingthisisbecauseofyourfather,ethisb,andiyhead
oneshardfortostopiuldtakeheroptisndcheerfulnessonlysolong,andtodayetoofar
“dontyougetit”isaid,exasperated“iotnervousabouttheplay,ijustdonte,idontyfriendstokeeptalkingabout,andidonteynorllife”
shelookedhurtbyoutburst,andtobehonest,iuldntblaher“isee,”e,todefendherself,tokeheroving,toosheetherestoftheeagainuntilshestarteduptheovingdohesidee
“thankyouforeho,landon,”sheostspitefulthings,sheuldfindsoreasontothankshethatkindofgirl,andithinkiactuallyhatedherforit
orrather,ithink,ihatedself
chapter8
thenightoftheplayiethenightbeforeshedneverbeenanythingbutnieyetsheesytrepidationathoightreact,i
“hey,jae,”isaid“hello,reverendssgarber”
jaetuedto
“hello,landon,”shesaidquietlyiuldtellshedbeenthinkingaboutthenightbefore,too,becauseshedidntsleatlikeshealeiaskedifiuldtalktoheralone,andthetissgarberchingusasookafeepsofftotheside,outofhearingdistance
iglancedaroundthestagenervously
“iorryaboutthosethingsisaidlastnight,”ibegan“ikno”shelookedat,asife
“didyouanthosethingsyousaid”shefinallyasked“iood,thatsalligetsortofetis”iknereallyansion
“isee,”shesaidshesaiditasshehadthenightbefore,thentuedtoptyseatsintheaudienisetokeituptoyou”dontaskedliketherightthingtodoatthatntforthefirsttithatnight,shebegantosle
“thankyou,”shesaid,tuingtoface
“jae”
jaetued“yes,ssgarber”
“ithinkotioninghherhand
“ivegottogo,”shesaidto
“iknow”
“breakaleg”isaideoneluckbeforeaplayissupposedtobebadluckthatsise”
afterthat,ensdressingrootheplayhousesthatdeusfeelasife,earlierintherehearsalseasurentstakensothattheyuldbealtered,anditingdressedhedoorunannounced
eddie,puttingonhistebustu,andaeontheandsatonthedressingtableinfrontoftherror“so,”ericsaidischievousgrinonhisface,“areyougoingtodo”
ilookedathiuriously“ean”iasked
“abouttheplay,stupidyougonnaflubupyourlinesorsothing”
ishookhead“no”
“yougonnaknockthepropsover”everyonekheprops
“ihadntplannedonit,”iansoically
“youanyouregoingtodothisthingstraightup”
inoddedthinkingotherehelookedatforalongti,asifheeonehedneverseenbefore
“iguessyourefinallygroingfroric,iplinteitherhough,ikne
intheplay,tohotonisazedassuthare,“yourebeautiful,”andiasifianttherohebottofheartthisontintheentireplay,anditsetsthetoneforeverythingelsethathappensafter,hoeofftoonvineoneelseas
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